Yuck, anxiety levels are on the up again and I hate it! Not been sleeping well for the last week or so as I am having terrible dreams and terrible visions whilst awake also.
Went to doctor today to collect my usual weekly medication and he prescribed Temazepam for 4 nights to try and kick start me back into sleeping.
I am off with the kids to Rhodes on Wednesday and that does not help my stress levels. It's mad really because you would think going on holiday would be something to look forward to. I am looking forward to it and I usually find once I am there I feel a million times better but for whatever reason this time, I just cannot shake the anxiety.
Chloe finished Primary school today and that has been pretty huge for me. She has to study French and German all summer as she has a place at Edinburgh Steiner school and the kids there have been speaking French and German for approximately 6 years so a big catch up, to say the least.
The directors of Farepak start giving evidence tomorrow and I am major pissed that I am away whilst they are giving evidence. Farepak is, as most people will know, my total OCD and to miss crucial evidence is killing me. I will hopefully be able to get internet connection from Rhodes and follow on Twitter but I cannot afford to spend too much money.
Well I am gonna go and eat some salmon and veggies. My appetite has been awful also but I really fancied salmon tonight and that is the oven beeping.
Laters !!!
